Percy, G Strings and a full out makeout sesh

So my days lately have been horrible.

I caught up on all my school work, have tanned every day (NEVER use tingler- i was a red brown chick for a longer time) and woke up at 7 am. It sounds all great except for the fact that I have eaten enough food to have a food baby, purge enough to pass out numerous times and see blood and go up in weight.

I had a group therapy thing last night and was in no mood to go. I was sarcastic and chewed on my pen the whole time, then left at break. Not a happy crazy girl yesterday, let me tell you.

BUT even though life is the pits, my boyfriend leaves monday ( =( ) which means that I can work out every day and school starts so I won't have any chances or excuses to binge at all. ( =) )

Now to the most important issue at hand: New Years Resolution 2011

-I resolve to not have any periods in 2011

-I also resolve to not break up with my boyfriend impulsively

Have a great New Years Eve I shall blog on Monday, as boyfriend darling is taking me away to a romantic hotel getaway all NY weekend

xoxox

ps-The picture was when I was 116 in summer. I look 12 and am pretending to stuff my face with chips. This picture always makes me smile, because I am such a loser.

Star Wars Marathons is what Xmas is all about

i'm far too ashamed to blog properly today. I cooked for twelve people on Christmas Eve and I ate a bit of stuffing, sweet potatoes and a bunch of salad. Most of which I purged. Yesterday didn't feel like Christmas, everybody got me nice presents but I kept thinking about all the laxatives I would take. I purged three times at least- not nearly enough. Tomorrow, I'm going to weigh. Also, so my boyfriend doesn't bug me, I'm going to do the ABC diet (so over used but whatever, it will keep him off my back to see me eating) and workout. My days will be like so :

wake up @ 7, cuddle until 715

Go to the gym 830-11

tan 11:15-1130

school crap 12-5

who knows 5-bed

weigh when I wake up, after the gym, end of day. 3 times at least

New Years we're staying at a fancy hotel which will be nice, but no sex for him because I'll be on my period (thank GOD! We've had far too much sex lately because apparently I can't sit down properly lately)

I've decided that this is my last period. None in January, I will be too small by the time January is done and it's supposed to come.

I'll be a better blogger tomorrow when I'm not fat thanks to copious amounts of exlax

ps, I wish I had a friend in real life (not just texting) who had an ed. but maybe next year when I go to uni in a certain city a couple hours away from me I will :) Until then, my ed lover keeps me strong electronically and now she has a blog too! http://nikkiisnotmyname.blogspot.com

pps, Gabby, please start posting again, my interweb life is so drab without reading your morbidly humourous posts

ppps, thinking of posting a picture of two of myself and the chunk that surrounds me, but am undecided. Sugesstions?

pppps, I found out that I forgot to post some of my blogs that I wrote, so I posted them, see if you can find them

ppppps, I'm really done this post now i promise