failure

Fasted for 3 days.

all by my lonesome, but whatever

I'm strong and I can do this

I can reach my goal.

We leave in 7 days

and I need to lose 8 pounds

it is doable.

absolutely. fast fast starve starve.

I deserve to be skinny

on another note

fuckyoufuckyoufuckfyou

you suck, im sick of your bullshit

if you wanted this bad enough, you would have smartened up

UGH

on yet another note

I can feel myself beginning to have a mental breakdown

but I will not go eat and puke to get rid of my feelings

i will go out with friends

and do homework and be healthy and use my dbt skills

CJ