who knows

I never blog anymore

I always feel like I am too busy

but really, I am just trying to not think about my weight and how repulsive I am

In my own place, I am in control of what I eat and when and there is no judgement

I am by no means getting better, and if I am, I don't want to be

I have no idea how much I will blog anymore, mainly because nobody reads this so I can't be bothered

I miss the good old days.

fuck

CJ