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I need to focus on my homework

but frankly I'm exhausted

my heart won't stop being crazy and it's annoying me

Need to be at a lower weight,

bought my grad dress

"It shows off your curves without making it obvious you have curves"

Curves. I hate that word.

Now I hate the dress.

"Everybody says you're pretty. I don'T notice anymore. After all, I see you without makeup when youre ugly" Love you too

"Happy mothers day" I have no mother/she is a junkie/ I don't talk to her/ I hate mothers day/ puts me in a rotten mood

Sleep sounds so appealing right now.

Sleeping forever actually

I need to weigh