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samedi 13 avril 2013

I should become a fit blonde apparently

Guy that I'm seeing right now (who I am in Vegas with right now) says 'ya, i'd like you if you were fitter'
gee. fucking thanks. I 'm working on it
and then later, we were looking at chicks walking around the strip and he proceeds to say 'I have a thing for blondes,'
I am the complete opposite from a blonde. the only thing white about me are my blue eyes and attitude,
THANKS GUY. 
that really helps my self esteem right now.
Hopefuly I can enjoy the rest of our Vegas trip without having to purge to feel better about myself
and the fact that my boyfriend prefers the type that definitely is not me. 
He doesn't know I have an ED and that I am extremely emotionally fragile, but even if he did, he would have said those things, because he's a really honest person and that is just how he is.
Sometimes I wish our society encouraged blatant honesty. 
but at times like this, I most certainly thankful it does not. 
CJ

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