For a moment, just a moment, I belong

Sometimes I forget to breathe. I sit there and just then all of a sudden I think 'I am not breathing'

I saw a girl at the mall with the tiniest legs. She was just a sack of bones. Maybe 60 pounds at my height?

She was gorgeous

I want to be her, I want to be too tired to move but do it anyway

I don't want to get out of bed.

I am going to do an abc diet type thing for the next two weeks because I always enjoy planning out what to eat according to calorie limits that I write down

And ABC is a fun little break that helps shed some pounds.

Hopefully Marcus doesn't get angry for it

He is being more supportive now. We went grocery shopping (yes, me. I went into a grocery store and didn't cry or break down!!) and we only got healthy food (veggies, yogurt, oatmeal, meat for him etc) and he even put the chips back when I said no!

So abc should be ok

I hope everyone is having a good weekend

CJ