happy happy joy joy

I used to think you were actually just tiny naturally

and then I realized you were a blow freak

and now that you stopped,

you've gotten quite thick in the face and hips

and it makes me smile :)

on that note of me enjoying somebody else's misery, I am in a good mood today

I decided I can do this/ can do things

I am feeling motivated

and kind of happy

feeling like my old self.

am actually going to the gym right now!

I dont want to, but I really need to so here I go!!

CJ