"Ma Chérie! Une grenouille!"

Guess what?

This is my last post until christmas because my bf and I are on an adventure to meet his parents

and I promised him I would not do anything involving my ED (blog, prettythin, purge, weigh-ya, NO FUCKING SCALE THERE) until we get back to my place. I'm excited to get away from all this, but know that I will be freaked out and stressed the whole week. oh well, C'est la vie!

What have I eaten today you ask?

What haven't I eaten today:

1 packet oatmeal (130)

1 bag cheddar/sour cream chips (210)

2 waffles with butter and low fat syrup (350)

1 huge ass bowl off cereal with 1% milk (270)

6 cookies (390)

sweet potato fries with ranch (140)

TOTAL:1490

YA 1490. 1490. 1490. 1490.

what have I purged? does it eve

n matter?

how did this happen?

crazy old fat ladies enjoy stomping around the house yelling at me and throwing things at me until I eat and cry and until I puke. Yup, thats my life: bullied into eating by a 68 year old fat woman.

on a side note,

I have never seen this much food in a house before in my life.

this scares me

I hope the week before christmas going swimmingly for everyone.

I will catch up on everybodys blogs and comments when i get home.

Have a bingefree xmas lovelies!

you all keep me strong